Someone recently asked me if I missed Misty.
Honestly, I miss her so much that it hurts. I go through her photos and it breaks my heart knowing she's somewhere out there alone. I really wish she was still with me, here right now beside me. Misty always cheered me up when I was down and she was just plain special. Not to mention her magnificent colors and pattern, she was beautiful.
I've thought about, y'know, purchasing another exotic animal after extensive research, this time. I don't know how to explain the feelings that come after losing something so special to you. There was nothing I could do, after spending weeks searching for her and even missing school to search. I'd give anything to have her back or to at least know she's safe. It makes my chest ache when someone asks how she is because they don't know she's gone. I hate having to tell someone that because it makes it seem all the more real. To hear yourself say it, it's admitting what you fear.
So, if any of you wonderful stalkers wish to draw or write something in her honor and remembrance, I'd love, love to see and love on it. Hell, if you make something, I'd love to have it! I have a small..remembrance thing in my room with pictures and shizz. I'm just overly obsessing of her being gone, sorry.