Zivera

I'm sorry, but I needed to tell you all. I can't tell you how bad I feel, or give you enough "I'm sorry," to make it alright for all of these sickening lies.

I'm not Zivera Devine. I never was. I was never a 'he.' I was always a 'she.'

And she is not Zivera.

She is Brittany.

[7:24pm] Tearsy: ok
[7:24pm] Tearsy: lets start
[7:24pm] xAthenax: weba
[7:24pm] xAthenax: yay 8D
[7:24pm] Tearsy: so vonce pon a ti
[7:25pm] Tearsy: m
[7:25pm] Tearsy: der was a bug
[7:25pm] Tearsy: a BIG BUG
[7:25pm] xAthenax: oh, i buggy 8O
[7:25pm] Slipstream: did i eat the bug
[7:25pm] Tearsy: nd
[7:25pm] Tearsy: no
[7:25pm] Slipstream: aw
[7:25pm] Tearsy: no
[7:25pm] Slipstream: can i
[7:25pm] Slipstream: eats bug
[7:25pm] Tearsy: no
[7:25pm] xAthenax: xD
[7:25pm] Tearsy: no
[7:25pm] Tearsy: no stry if no bug
[7:25pm] Slipstream: pls
[7:25pm] Slipstream: ok
[7:25pm] xAthenax: :c
[7:25pm] Slipstream: can i eat him after stry
[7:25pm] Tearsy: ya
[7:25pm] Tearsy: good fud 4 u
[7:25pm] Insanity: Shush poppy head <<
[7:25pm] Insanity: .
[7:26pm] Slipstream: he caled me poopy head
[7:26pm] xAthenax: jhgsvdvbdsfv story now >c
[7:26pm] xAthenax: .
[7:26pm] Slipstream: momy thats not nice
[7:26pm] Tearsy: kay shash
[7:26pm] Slipstream: HE CALLED ME POOPY HEAD
[7:26pm] Slipstream: BAWLS
[7:26pm] xAthenax: -strokes- shh child ouo
[7:26pm] Tearsy: story tim
[7:26pm] Insanity: BABY
[7:26pm] Insanity: .
[7:26pm] Slipstream: ok il listen
[7:26pm] Tearsy: leme finich
[7:26pm] Tearsy: ya
[7:26pm] Slipstream: shut up ppl
[7:26pm] Tearsy: where was i
[7:27pm] Slipstream: big bug
[7:27pm] xAthenax: big buggy ouo
[7:27pm] Tearsy: oh ok
[7:27pm] Slipstream: what did bug do
[7:28pm] Tearsy: K SO BIG BAG
[7:28pm] Tearsy: it had shurt
[7:28pm] Slipstream: its a bag now????
[7:28pm] Tearsy: no
[7:28pm] xAthenax: LOL
[7:28pm] xAthenax: .
[7:28pm] Slipstream: bugs dont wear shirts
[7:28pm] Tearsy: ya dey do
[7:28pm] Tearsy: Y U ARGU
[7:28pm] Tearsy: I TELL U STRU RITE
[7:28pm] Slipstream: bcaus they dnt
[7:28pm] Slipstream: ok
[7:28pm] xAthenax: SSSSSSSSHHHH
[7:28pm] xAthenax: .
[7:29pm] Tearsy: k
[7:29pm] Tearsy: so shurt says
[7:29pm] Tearsy: TITIES
[7:29pm] Tearsy: and
[7:29pm] Tearsy: it blu
[7:29pm] Slipstream: it blu up?
[7:29pm] Tearsy: and bag gets all da ladis
[7:29pm] Tearsy: ya
[7:29pm] Slipstream: can i eat the bug now
[7:29pm] Tearsy: NO
[7:29pm] xAthenax: fffff
[7:29pm] Tearsy: DONT B RUD
[7:29pm] Slipstream: but i want ladies 2
[7:29pm] Insanity: .3.
[7:30pm] Tearsy: no
[7:30pm] Tearsy: not yat
[7:30pm] Tearsy: san u want shurt like bag
[7:30pm] Tearsy: shane*
[7:30pm] Tearsy: bet u do
[7:30pm] Slipstream: but i want shrt liek bug
[7:30pm] Tearsy: gives u
[7:30pm] Tearsy: NO<
[7:30pm] Tearsy: quiet
[7:30pm] Tearsy: bad kyd
[7:30pm] xAthenax: >C
[7:30pm] Insanity: Yesh
[7:30pm] Slipstream: pls can i have it brother
[7:30pm] Tearsy: no
[7:30pm] Tosteris: cough
[7:30pm] Tosteris: .
[7:30pm] Tearsy: dont gif 2 her
[7:30pm] Tearsy: NO
[7:31pm] Tearsy: u both grunded
[7:31pm] Slipstream: can i hav som psl
[7:31pm] xAthenax: q-q\
[7:31pm] Insanity: No
[7:31pm] Insanity: <<
[7:31pm] Tearsy: athena come her
[7:31pm] xAthenax: 8D
[7:31pm] Slipstream: but
[7:31pm] Tearsy: u emu and ziv gud kyds
[7:31pm] Slipstream: I WANNA BE GUD KID
[7:31pm] Tearsy: dem bayud
[7:31pm] Tearsy: >
[7:31pm] Insanity: Secretly sneaks some to you
[7:31pm] Insanity: .
[7:31pm] Tearsy: NO>
[7:31pm] xAthenax: yus >:
[7:31pm] Insanity: .3.
[7:31pm] Slipstream: yay
[7:31pm] Slipstream: is happpy
[7:31pm] Tearsy: kay
[7:31pm] Tearsy: wat
[7:31pm] Slipstream: gets all dem ladies
[7:31pm] Insanity: just left
[7:31pm] xAthenax: BAD! I SHALL SHICK VAAS ON CHU >U
[7:31pm] xAthenax: .
[7:31pm] Tearsy: >_>
[7:32pm] Insanity: just entered
[7:32pm] Slipstream: hi ladies
[7:32pm] Tearsy: EVRY1 CUDDL
[7:32pm] Slipstream: i got a shurt
[7:32pm] Tearsy: COM HER
[7:32pm] Tearsy: E
[7:32pm] xAthenax: awshome
[7:32pm] Tearsy: u can all waer my bras
[7:32pm] Tearsy: LOL jk
[7:32pm] Tearsy: .
[7:32pm] xAthenax: XD
[7:32pm] Slipstream: can i pls
[7:32pm] Tearsy: ziv emu com cuddl wif mami
[7:32pm] Insanity: just left
[7:32pm] Slipstream: finish stori!!!!!!
[7:33pm] Tearsy: WEN DEY CUDDL
[7:33pm] Insanity: just entered
[7:33pm] Slipstream: CUDDLE ALREADY
[7:33pm] Tearsy: shan u com cudlld wif mami 2
[7:33pm] Slipstream: ziv hr
[7:33pm] Tearsy: com children
[7:33pm] Slipstream: com
[7:33pm] Tearsy: cuddl wif mami
[7:33pm] Insanity: cuddls
[7:33pm] Tearsy: emu u 2
[7:33pm] xAthenax: ;-;-tugs happy-pants and zivvy-
[7:33pm] Tearsy: I NO TALL STRY TIL WE CUDDL
[7:34pm] Tosteris: emu is unavailable
[7:34pm] Slipstream: emu fuck you
[7:34pm] DravenCrow: This is Assie.
[7:34pm] Tearsy: y
[7:34pm] xAthenax: -3-
[7:34pm] DravenCrow: Not Emu.
[7:34pm] Tosteris: fuck you too
[7:34pm] DravenCrow: Assie.
[7:34pm] Slipstream: mommy idea
[7:34pm] xAthenax: -spazzes
[7:34pm] Tearsy: i go cri
[7:34pm] Slipstream: go over dere instead
[7:34pm] Tosteris: just left
[7:34pm] Slipstream: ok story time
[7:34pm] xAthenax: >o>
[7:34pm] Slipstream: NO
[7:34pm] Tearsy: all kyds r bad y
[7:34pm] xAthenax: LKJDHGBHGSDFV HAPPY-PANTS >U
[7:35pm] Slipstream: SOBS
[7:35pm] Tearsy: i dun wan b mami
[7:35pm] Slipstream: momi i be ur good kid
[7:35pm] Tearsy: ZIV U B MAM
[7:35pm] Slipstream: ill be good
[7:35pm] xAthenax: yus ;OO;
[7:35pm] Slipstream: i be so gud u wish i wasnt born
[7:35pm] Tearsy: hahaha
[7:35pm] xAthenax: -pats head-
[7:35pm] Tearsy: k
[7:35pm] Tearsy: com kyds
[7:35pm] DravenCrow: What's bothering you.
[7:35pm] Slipstream: sits on head
[7:36pm] Tearsy: i resrt stry
[7:36pm] Slipstream: can i eat bug now???
[7:36pm] Tearsy: so once pon a tim
[7:36pm] Tearsy: no
[7:36pm] Tearsy: stahp
[7:36pm] Slipstream: pls
[7:36pm] Tearsy: spanks u
[7:36pm] Tearsy: bad
[7:36pm] Slipstream: cries
[7:36pm] Tearsy: k
[7:36pm] Slipstream: i wanna be gud kid
[7:36pm] Slipstream: but i want dabug
[7:36pm] Tearsy: then shash
[7:36pm] Tearsy: no
[7:36pm] Tearsy: aftr
[7:36pm] Slipstream: ok
[7:37pm] Tearsy: k
[7:37pm] Tearsy: so onc pon a tim
[7:37pm] Tearsy: we hav big rok
[7:37pm] Tearsy: rok liek to swim
[7:37pm] Insanity: dis a perty rok
[7:37pm] Tearsy: but rok alwys sank
[7:37pm] Slipstream: i cant swim how com rock swim
[7:37pm] Tearsy: ya
[7:37pm] Tearsy: bcuz it ya
[7:37pm] Tearsy: ay
[7:37pm] Tearsy: so 1 day
[7:37pm] Tearsy: flowteys
[7:37pm] Tearsy: on rok
[7:38pm] Tearsy: and
[7:38pm] Tearsy: rok swim like a bird
[7:38pm] Slipstream: but birds fli
[7:38pm] Tearsy: SHAHSH
[7:38pm] Slipstream: they so fly like a g
[7:38pm] Slipstream: g6
[7:38pm] Insanity: fis swim
[7:38pm] Tearsy: U=I CNT
[7:38pm] Tearsy: i cant
[7:38pm] xAthenax: OuO
[7:38pm] Tearsy: cant type
[7:38pm] Tearsy: crying
[7:38pm] DravenCrow: I don't have two flying fucks on what the fuck is going on right now.
[7:38pm] Slipstream: ok i listen
[7:38pm] Slipstream: its stry
[7:38pm] Insanity: o-o
[7:39pm] Slipstream: ITS A STORY ZIV
[7:39pm] Slipstream: STOP INTURREPTING
[7:39pm] Tearsy: k
[7:39pm] Tearsy: im ok
[7:39pm] DravenCrow: k
[7:39pm] Tearsy: so rok swam
[7:39pm] Tearsy: like bird
[7:39pm] Slipstream: hah i get chair
[7:39pm] Tearsy: nd
[7:39pm] Tearsy: da tree flu like fish
[7:39pm] xAthenax: omo
[7:39pm] Slipstream: did i fly or swim????
[7:40pm] Tearsy: i cant
[7:40pm] Tearsy: im like crying
[7:40pm] Tearsy: i cant tel thedoty
[7:40pm] Tearsy: srorty
[7:40pm] Tearsy: stpr
[7:40pm] Slipstream: shane how u on moon
[7:40pm] Slipstream: shanes a mr astronut
[7:40pm] Insanity: I fly
[7:40pm] Slipstream: astro nut
[7:40pm] Tearsy: slip
[7:40pm] Tearsy: i cant
[7:40pm] Slipstream: nut
[7:40pm] Slipstream: hes a nut
[7:40pm] Insanity: but
[7:40pm] Tearsy: i ned new stry
[7:40pm] Insanity: you but
[7:40pm] Tearsy: not funy 1
[7:41pm] Slipstream: can i eat bug now
[7:41pm] Slipstream: can i tell stry
[7:41pm] Slipstream: i wanna tel story
[7:41pm] xAthenax: mmmeeerrrrrr
[7:41pm] Tearsy: k u tell stry
[7:41pm] Slipstream: so onc upon tiem
[7:42pm] Tearsy: ya
[7:42pm] Slipstream: slip was queen of all the hot ladies and men
[7:42pm] Tearsy: ya
[7:42pm] DravenCrow: I feel like this story is very one sided.
[7:42pm] Slipstream: and everyone who wasnt preddy got kicked out
[7:42pm] Tearsy: LOL
[7:42pm] Slipstream: but all of u stay
[7:42pm] Tearsy: WOW WAT
[7:42pm] Tearsy: oj]ok
[7:42pm] Tearsy: ok
[7:42pm] Tearsy: ya
[7:42pm] DravenCrow: But I got kicked.
[7:42pm] DravenCrow: /Sobs
[7:42pm] Tearsy: nop
[7:42pm] Slipstream: no
[7:42pm] Tearsy: e
[7:42pm] DravenCrow: Nop.
[7:43pm] DravenCrow: Aha.
[7:43pm] Tearsy: stahp
[7:43pm] Slipstream: you are predy
[7:43pm] Tearsy: u prettyful
[7:43pm] Tearsy: ya
[7:43pm] xAthenax: yus ;o;
[7:43pm] Slipstream: u stayed
[7:43pm] Slipstream: but so slip was queen
[7:43pm] DravenCrow: As a slave.
[7:43pm] Tearsy: no
[7:43pm] Slipstream: no
[7:43pm] Slipstream: well ok
[7:43pm] Slipstream: LMAO
[7:43pm] DravenCrow: Lmfao.
[7:43pm] Tearsy: CAN I B THE DOG
[7:43pm] Tearsy: I WAN BE THE DOG
[7:43pm] Slipstream: no
[7:43pm] Tearsy: cri
[7:43pm] Tearsy: s
[7:43pm] xAthenax: FFF hey!
[7:43pm] Insanity: NO YOU THE COW
[7:43pm] Insanity: .
[7:43pm] Tearsy: R00D
[7:43pm] Slipstream: STAHP
[7:43pm] DravenCrow: Yesss!
[7:43pm] Slipstream: tearsy was princess
[7:43pm] Slipstream: and so was athena
[7:43pm] Tearsy: NO
[7:43pm] Insanity: o:
[7:43pm] Tearsy: no
[7:43pm] xAthenax:
[7:44pm] Insanity: ;;
[7:44pm] Tearsy: i dont waN B PRINCES
[7:44pm] xAthenax: yayz!
[7:44pm] Slipstream: and shane and ziv always tried stealin my crown
[7:44pm] Tearsy: I WAN BE DOG
[7:44pm] Insanity: SHANE WANTS TO BE A PRINCESS!
[7:44pm] Tearsy: WOF
[7:44pm] Insanity: .
[7:44pm] Tearsy: WOOF
[7:44pm] DravenCrow: Tried? C'mon.
[7:44pm] Tearsy: WOFWOF
[7:44pm] Slipstream: because they want to be queen of hot ladies and king
[7:44pm] Tearsy: WOOFWOFWAG
[7:44pm] DravenCrow: Yours is a fake and I switched them.
[7:44pm] DravenCrow: ,.
[7:44pm] Slipstream: NO
[7:44pm] Slipstream: MINE IS BOOTIFUL
[7:44pm] DravenCrow: YES.
[7:44pm] Tearsy: WOF
[7:44pm] Slipstream: fine tears be my dog
[7:44pm] Tearsy: K
[7:44pm] Insanity: cx
[7:44pm] Tearsy: BRK BRK
[7:44pm] xAthenax: huur
[7:44pm] Slipstream: NO
[7:44pm] Slipstream: MY CROWN
[7:45pm] Slipstream: GET OFF MY ROYAL CHAIR
[7:45pm] Slipstream: EW DOG HAIR
[7:45pm] DravenCrow: YOU CANT REACH IT.
[7:45pm] Slipstream: EW ZIV
[7:45pm] Tearsy: RAWRFARFARF
[7:45pm] Slipstream: GO
[7:45pm] DravenCrow: /Shakes wet asss
[7:45pm] Slipstream: GET AWAY
[7:45pm] Slipstream: I KICK U OUT
[7:45pm] DravenCrow: DO ET
[7:45pm] Insanity: Gets fleas everywhere
[7:45pm] DravenCrow: I DARE YOU
[7:45pm] DravenCrow: .
[7:45pm] Tearsy: TAEKS CRWN
[7:45pm] Tearsy: TUNS
[7:45pm] DravenCrow: OH SNAP.
[7:45pm] Slipstream: ITS MY STORY
[7:45pm] Tearsy: just left
[7:45pm] Slipstream: DOG CANT HAVE CROWN
[7:45pm] Insanity: <<
[7:45pm] Slipstream: NO
[7:45pm] Slipstream: I THOUGHT U GUYS WERE PRETTYFUL
[7:45pm] Insanity: just left
[7:46pm] xAthenax: D: where dey go??!
[7:46pm] Slipstream: THEY RAN
[7:46pm] DravenCrow: I told you I wasn't.
[7:46pm] DravenCrow: >>
[7:46pm] xAthenax: -RUNBS AFTER
[7:46pm] xAthenax: just left
[7:46pm] Insanity: just entered
[7:46pm] Slipstream: i hv to go get my cron
[7:47pm] Insanity: No need
[7:47pm] Insanity: I ate her
[7:47pm] Insanity: So your crown in in my..
[7:47pm] Slipstream: come with me
[7:47pm] Slipstream: just left
[7:47pm] Insanity: ;;


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1: Full name: Zivera Takoda Devine.
2: Age: 16.
3: 3 Fears: Needles,
4: 3 things I love: Riley, Animals, My animals.
5: 4 turns on: Riley knows.
6: 4 turns off: Men for one.
7: My best friend: Riley OutlawTwitch
8: Sexual orientation: Straight.
9: My best first date: Havne't had one.
10: How tall am I: 5'9.
11: What do I miss: Family.
12: What time were I born: Around 9 AM.
13: Favourite color: Yellow.
14: Do I have a crush: Yes.
15: Favourite quote: "A tiger doesn't lose sleep over the opinion of sheep."
16: Favourite place: Bed.
17: Favourite food: Don't have one.
18: Do I use sarcasm: Yes.
19: What am I listening to right now: "Rain" by Hollywood Undead.
20: First thing I notice in new person: Face.
21: Shoe size: Uh..I dunno.
22: Eye color: Brown/Blue.
23: Hair color: Black.
24: Favourite style of clothing: Uh. Clothing..
25: Ever done a prank call?: Yes.
27: Meaning behind my URL: Uh.
28: Favourite movie: Spirit.
29: Favourite song: "Coming Back Down" by Hollywood Undead.
30: Favourite band: Hollywood Undead.
31: How I feel right now: Depressed.
32: Someone I love: Riley.
33: My current relationship status: Taken.
34: My relationship with my parents: They're dead.
35: Favourite holiday: Christmas.
36: Tattoos and piercing i have: Ears pierced.
37: Tattoos and piercing i want: Maybe one tattoo..
38: The reason I joined DeviantART: Wanted to show my art.
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?: Yes.
40: Do I ever get "good morning" or "good night " texts?: Yes.
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: I wish.
42: When did I last hold hands?: Not that I remember.
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: 5-10 minutes.
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?: No.
45: Where am I right now?: My bed.
46: If I were drunk & can't stand, who's taking care of me?: Rogue.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Loud.
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? No; they're dead.
49: Am I excited for anything? This summer.
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Yes.
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? Everyday.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? Too long..
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? Haven't.
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? Probably..
55: What is something I disliked about today? Missed Misty a lot.
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Danny from Hollywood Undead.
57: What do I think about most? Misty or sad thoughts.
58: What's my strangest talent? I make weird noises.
59: Do I have any strange phobias? Yeah.
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind.
61: What was the last lie I told? "I'm fine."
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? No no no.
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Ghosts; yes. Aliens; Idk
64: Do I believe in magic? No.
65: Do I believe in luck? No.
66: What's the weather like right now? Dark, chilly.
67: What was the last book I've read? Can't remember the name. Boy is abused.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? Sometimes.
69: Do I have any nicknames? Zivvy.
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had? ..
71: Do I spend money or save it? Save.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? Yes.
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? Yes.
74: Favourite animal? Black Caiman.
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? Crying.
76: What do I think is Satan's last name is? Bradley.
77: What's a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? "Don't you worry child" by Swedish House Mafia.
78: How can you win my heart? Idk; Ask Riley.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
80: What is my favorite word? "Fuck."
81: My top 5 blogs on DeviantART: Percese OutlawTwitch
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? "Fuck."
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? No relatives.
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Strength?
85: What would be a question I'd be afraid to tell the truth on? "Are you abused?"
86: What is my current desktop picture? Misty.
87: Had sex? Not sex. Rape.
88: Bought condoms? No.
89: Gotten pregnant? No.
90: Failed a class? Yes.
91: Kissed a boy? No.
92: Kissed a girl? No.
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? No.
94: Had job? Yes.
95: Left the house without my wallet? Yes.
96: Bullied someone on the internet? No.
97: Had sex in public? No.
98: Played on a sports team? Yes.
99: Smoked weed? No.
100: Did drugs? No.
101: Smoked cigarettes? No.
102: Drank alcohol? Yes.
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? No.
104: Been overweight? No.
105: Been underweight? Yes.
106: Been to a wedding? No.
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Yes.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Yes.
109: Been outside my home country? Yes.
110: Gotten my heart broken? Yes.
111: Been to a professional sports game? No.
112: Broken a bone? Yes.
113: Cut myself? Yes.
114: Been to prom? No.
115: Been in airplane? Yes.
116: Fly by helicopter? No.
117: What concerts have I been to? Two, i forget who.
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? No.
119: Learned another language? Spanish.
120: Wore make up? No.
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? No.
122: Had oral sex? .No.
123: Dyed my hair? No.
124: Voted in a presidential election? No.
125: Rode in an ambulance? Yes.
126: Had a surgery? Yes.
127: Met someone famous? No.
128: Stalked someone on a social network? Yes.
129: Peed outside? Yes.
130: Been fishing? Yes.
131: Helped with charity? Yes.
132: Been rejected by a crush? No.
133: Broken a mirror? Yes.
134: What do I want for birthday? Riley.
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? 1. Don't know a name. Ethyn?
136: Was I named after anyone? No.
137: Do I like my handwriting? No.
138: What was my favourite toy as a child? Dinosaurs.
139: Favourite Tv Show? Big Bang Theory.
140: Where do I want to live when older? Anywhere with Riley.
141: Play any musical instrument? No.
142: One of my scars, how did I get it? Self harm.
143: Favourite pizza toping? Pepperoni.
144: Am I afraid of the dark? Yes.
145: Am I afraid of heights? Yes.
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? Yes.
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Yes.
148: What I'm really bad at: Being happy.
149: What my greatest achievments are: Surviving.
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: .. "Your brother's dead."
151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery: Go to Texas.
152: What do I like about myself: Nothing.
153: My closest DeviantART friend: Riley.
154: Something I fantasise about: Being in Texas.
155: Any question you'd like?


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